This is much harder

than it seems on the surface. As you can probably tell from my past blogs, I constantly think about Jimmy. I rarely saw James, I can only imagine how much harder it is for those who were much closer, who saw him so often. The fact that he's 'gone' is a much stronger reality to them. My condolences, friends. I'm truly sorry.

With summer school being so much work, so far away, I often feel so far away from everything important to me... things are really difficult...