When Sanity Wanes..

I tend to visit this blog to vent. That's a bit of a shame. Blogging seems a good way to keep track of things. Considering how I am so unorganized I decided to put a little more effort into this thing.

First off, I got a new template. I think it suits me well.

Much has gone on since I last blogged, but things seems like they are going well. I feel a little more confident each day in my skills to lead and organize groups of people in accomplishing goals. The two main things for this year will be XE Job Fair (view in IE =[ ) and Thompson Creek Senior Project.

It is sad, though, because I am still scared about those two large projects... but confidence is growing in the "smaller" things. Friendship, for instance. I never really had close friends, I would just have friendships here and there depending where I went. For the longest time, my closest friends have been church people. These past four years of college has seen those relationships decrease, leaving a bit of a void (although I did gain a pretty important relationship).

Recently, though, I have been gaining more friends from my CE class/clubs/etc. It feels good to be in league with those who share similar goals and opinions, though each of us also share many differences. The thing is, I always happened upon friendships but now I think I am taking more initiative--organizing study groups, and just helping people out when they need it. I don't mean to gloat by any means... but it feels good to form meaningful friendships is all.

I have always been a bit of a loner and never felt like I needed friends, but I realize sometimes people need a good friend. If I can be a good friend, it will always be my honor.




Note to self: this weekend I must complete water supply HW/module, try the 2 steel problems, 351 hw, and divy up the Job fair contact list.