Final

got my last one today, but a lot is on my mind. Or rather... my brain is just dead. I don't know... for some reason I've been wanting too many things... I'm getting a new phone (all my phones are dead and I'm using a loner that's like 3 years old), a new laptop (this one has a dying screen and has many other problems but no warranty), and I want a new bike... I just wanna rid myself of the gas dependence. Granted, I stil have to commute to school.. but there are many places I go that I can easily ride my bike to.

At the cusp of this desire, is for my God father to live. Things seem bleak, and it really is up to God whether he stays or goes.

I want to believe that if I got all these things, the future would be grand... or at least for the next couple of years. I'm trying to start a new lifestyle... I'm not worried about my final... yet I should be... I'm gonna go take a shower and take a stroll around the block... hopefully I'll have the mental capacity to study.